Monday, September 7, 2009

A fresh start.

Sorry for the silence on the blog front. I am doing alright. This has not destroyed me nor will the actions of someone ever destroy me. The body and mind heals and I am healing and if anything this has made me stronger. I no longer feel like I need to give the benefit of the doubt. I have learned a lesson and I will no longer trust the wrong people. I am listening to the advice of those who know better and who have my best interests at heart. I am learning that this type of behaviour is not acceptable and no one has the right to do these things to me(or anyone) nor do I have to make excuses for it or accept it because I do not deserve it.
Things move forward and the girlies are doing well. I hold it together each day for them and the fact that they deserve the best so that is what I will give them.
I am getting back into working out, my brain needs an outlet right now. I always enjoy training and I love training with people that make me happy, so here is to getting back at it.
I got my new wetsuit, thank you BlueSeventy. It looks and feels awesome. I haven't tried it on yet, but hope to get an open water swim in soon, can't wait to try it out!
Big weekend approaching for some of my friends doing their first half ironmans, I can't wait to see them reach their goals. I know it is going to be so good for my heart to be surrounded by such good and positive people!