Saturday, February 25, 2012

Suffering

Legs burning, lungs ready to burst...contents in your stomach dangerously close to staining your shoes...This week SV and I brought the speed/threshold/hill workouts back into our program... those workouts that you hate with a passion while doing them, but  end up calling a "great" workout  a few hours after they are over!
We are beginning to think about the upcoming race season and which races we want to toe the line at, other than Worlds of course... and what better way to get motivated than to kick our own asses on the trainer and treadmill....suffering together is what helps get me through these tough ones!


Thursday, February 16, 2012

“Look at life through the windshield, not the rear-view mirror”

The best of life is what is still to come....I love looking forward to each day and things to come in the future.  I am not one of those people who dreads getting older...you could not pay me to be a 20-something again.  I love that with each day I am that much stronger, that much wiser... and that much more comfortable in my own skin.  
I know it is easy to get caught up in the "what-ifs" or the sadness of the "endings" in life...but other than making you feel a little worse about yourself, I am not sure what looking back at those moments with desire or regret can bring.  I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason.  I have had dreams that were unfulfilled... my Olympic dream never became a reality, but that doesn't mean that all those years of hard training weren't worth it in the end, medal or no medal!  
Everything that we have done in our lives has brought us to this moment right now...and if you are too busy looking back with regret, you are going to miss out on the beauty of the moment you are in!
Remembering the past and learning from those experiences, good or bad, are what makes us more successful now and in the future.  If you spend all of your "now" stuck in the past...what kind of future can you have? 
I am so happy to be at a point in my life that all those bad moments no longer drag me down...but energize me because I pulled through.  I am able to file them...to be used in moments when I want to quit but won't ... to help propel me forward...almost as if I use them as fuel when my tank is nearing empty.  
The past is just that...and I am happily living in the present, both eyes forward....excited to see what is around the next bend!

Thursday, February 9, 2012

Motivation

What Motivates you?   Simple question right....until you try to put together all the things that make you get off the couch and lace up those shoes...or sit for hours on end on a small bicycle seat...or push yourself to the point of exhaustion in a workout...or climb out of a warm bed in the middle of winter to dive into a pool and stare at a black line for an hour and half.
When I asked my soon to be 12 year old, who is turning into quite the little swimmer (12:24 in her 800m free this past weekend!) her answer was simple "I am good at it and it's a lot of fun."

Not sure I can put it much better than that...I love the training that I do and it is so fun...maybe not every workout is great, some hurt like hell...but there is a moment when it all stops being terrible/hurting, just cruising along (or counting each km as being one km closer to the end!) those are the moments that get my ass out the door even when I would rather be lazy.

I love motivating the people I coach and I try to lead by example. I love suffering through a workout with them and watching as they realize they are stronger than they think...they can push themselves farther or do something that hurts...I gain such energy from their enthusiasm and I like showing them that anything is possible as long as you work hard.  I have met some great people through training and I love having such healthy people in my life!

I am motivated by the goals that I set for myself...I have been an athlete for many years now...and I learned at a young age how to set goals (Thanks AndrewC)...I always knew why I was swimming all those endless hours in the pool, going to bed early on Friday nights, etc...and I have kept that way of thinking to this day.  I need to have a goal...I do love the everyday training and the exercise that I do, but I am not the type of person who can "just exercise"...I need to have something that keeps me pushing....In the past those goals were big ones, Ironman, Ultraman...such fun but huge goals time wise and training wise....these days I make my race goals shorter but I am able to fit in a few more each year...always something to be looking forward to doing and to challenge myself.  Many opportunities to put my training to use!

Wanting to see how good I can be....I do not compete to be better than anyone or to beat another person...I look at my goals as how hard I can make myself go.  I set my goals around my ability...push myself to try to swim, bike and run at a certain pace and if on that day I am able to do those times and that earns me a top placing in my age category, that is a bonus. I never set out to win my age category...it would be great if it happened, but ultimately that is not something I look at as being a good enough goal...You never know who else is going to be there and you can't control what they are going to do, so it really isn't something I focus on..When I am racing,  I am trying to race the clock and if I do my best that day, giving all that I have...I am happy (regardless of if my placing is 1st or 101st!)

Finally, my biggest  motivation is my training partner, SV... he is someone who inspires me, he works harder than anyone else I know, but he never takes it too seriously...he does it because he loves it...  He knows when I need to get my butt going, knows when to push me to go harder and tells me it's ok, when I need to take a day and be a lazy blob!  We suffer through some crazy workouts together...pushing as hard as I can to keep up with him on the bike...trying to get him to stay on my feet when we are swimming and running side by side through countless miles... he looks at all this crazy training stuff the same way as I do...we love to train and race hard...because it is fun and we are good at it (and it justifies having a burger and a beer!!)...he is not only my training partner, he's my best friend and being able to do something we both love with each other makes it that much more enjoyable!

So now tell me....what motivates you??

Friday, February 3, 2012

Another Pedicure Ruined...

 I love to treat myself to a pedicure...there is nothing better than having fresh "new feet"...soft, smooth and  all shiny with fresh polish....I especially love going for a pedicure after a long/tough run.. a great treat after all the abuse I put them through...unfortunately, I never get the full effect out of my pedicures...

Yep, 5 days after my last pedi and this is what my toes looked like...no idea how other ladies out there are able to keep their toes looking perfect weeks after a pedi...(I even had to have my foot tattoo redone a second time).... I guess that's what I get for making them do 60km of running, countless walks on the beach and 11, 000 m of swimming in Mex...not sure I am willing to give up all that I do for nail polish that lasts longer but I will try to get in a little more often to enjoy some shiny new feet!